The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel

Lyrics to the most beautiful song I ever heard.. =)

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Ronin Kun Sasaki

29December 2008

26 December 2008

Hellooo again, people!! I finally have time to update!! Okayy... Now on to this week's post!! Haha my family and some relatives went to Malaysia on Christmas!! To celebrate my grandmother's birthday, we went there for a huge buffet!! xD

Haha the trip was quite longg.. Okayy, it was VERY long!! Especially at the immigration centre in Malaysia.. The queues were like.. DAAAAAMMMMMNNNNNNN Long!! Luckily though, I brought my headphone and mp3 along so it didnt seem as long as it really was... We waited for almost an hour!! I swear I'm not going to Malaysia anymore!! Haha jk.. xD

Okayy.. After the long wait, we went to someplace called Singgah Selalu?? I think.. xD.. I've never heard of it until my mom mentioned it.. >.<

The trip was quite funn!! Especially with my bro around.. Haha but i spent almost the entire time listening to my mp3 anyway!! xD Haha the place was quite cool.. It was packed with so many people and youu can see all the dishes being displayed at the buffet!! They all seem appetizing!! xD

My bro and I ate the most!! Haha our plate was so full that you couldnt see the rice!! xD The food was delicious!! So if you're looking for a good place to eat in Malaysia, Singgah Selalu would be the place!! Haha no wonder the name is Singgah Selalu! xD

Okayy.. After that, we went to Angsana to buy some stuff for school!! Haha the stuff there are so much cheaper compared to Singapore!! xD

I know Asyraff would say that we are "Cheap People"!! Haha doesnt matter.. I'm sure he does the same since he bought gba cartridges from Malaysia as well!! xD

And now, presenting...

My New School Bag!! Cool, huh?? Haha Nightmare before christmas, Dude!! I bought it the moment I saw it!! I thought that it was DAAAMMNN COOL!! Haha.. =)
I also bought a new pair of regular school shoes so no need to show youu the pic! xD
We went shopping for an hour place?? Coz it was getting late so we went to a coffeeshop and had some food and drinks.. Haha.. =)
After the short meal, we made our way home. . Along the way, my bro kept cracking up jokes and was bloody irritating!! xD
I decided to join him after failing to tell him to stop.. Haha "If you cant beat 'em, join 'em"! xD

At least the trip back wasnt so long.. About an hour I think.. After we reached home, I straightaway went to the laptop to watch ILJIMAE!! xD I am so ADDICTED to it!! Haha I'm gonna finish it soon!! 6 episodes to go!! xD

Okayy.. So that's all for now.. Hope youu enjoyed the post and have a nice day!! xD

Ronin-Kun Sasaki

26December 2009

23 December 2008

Hellooo again people!! =)
Not much to talk about today coz I dont know what to talk about!! xD

Haha Okayy so school's starting soon.. Cant wait to meet my friends!! The 'Brotherhood'!
They're so cool.. xD

Awwww.... I'm having a slight headache now so cant think of anything to say... >.<

Okayy.. All I can say is that I've been spending my days reading comics and books I borrowed from the library.. And also watching DVDs and a little bit of STUDYING!! xD Haha

So thats all for now I guess... ARRGGHHH!! I'll update again tmr then.. See youu soon.. =)

P.S. Happy Birthday to Haffiz aka Jibon.. Haha this is like the 5th time i wished you happy birthday.. Get readyfor the bashing!! xD

I Am Ghost - Our Friend Lazarus Sleeps

Fortune in Hades have their last hope
Swallow
Forgive the Leopard King and the hangman's gallows
Shark people wear shark clothes!
the bite was ugly as sin
but we were ready
disguised in malice stone

our friend lazarus sleeps
her lips shake with every with every word
you were my favorite
we both know
our love will never end
conform me in
into the wicked into the lonely mass grave four-legged dancers

silence the Spider Queen and watch her eyes glow
inside the fake i see
and i'll burn this halo
Shark people wear shark clothes!
the bite was ugly as sin
but we were ready
disguised in malice stone

our friend lazarus sleeps
her lips shake with every with every word
you were my favorite
we both know our love will never end
conform me in into the wicked
into the lonely mass grave four-legged dancers
(just listen to these words i speak
the devil wants me dead
the dark angels want your soul
but i will never let them take you
i will never let you go)

you were my favorite
we both know our love will never end
conform me in into the wicked
into the

you were my favorite
we both know our love will never end
conform me in into the wicked
into the end

15 December

Yet another week has passed so on to this week's post!! Unfortunately, this week wont be about a family outing but it'll be about...

STAR WARS!!

That's rightt!! Star Wars!! Since I just bought the ps2 game Star Wars: The Force unleashed!! Wahooo!! I love it! So much action and violence! And using the force is cool!! Whhheeeeeeeeeeeeee!! ( Sorry.. Night-mode in progress )

Lo and Behold!! The great Darth Vader!! Whhhhheeeeee!! He is the coolest star wars character ever!! Haha.. "Luke, I am your father!!" Haha i love that line and i dont know why either!! xD
He's the first character to be used in the game.. He is awesome!! Haha very powerful.. But i only got to use him in the first mission where he goes on to recruit the protagonist we'll be using.. Sadness!!

And here's the protagonist!! Okayy... You cant exactly see his face but he's actually pretty cool.. Only that he has short hair.. xD Overall, he's a good character.. He has the attitude and is also merciless!! My kind of guy!! xD

(I think I can fly!!)

Haha and now you see the 'force' in action!! xD With the force, you can lift objects!! Even people! Haha you can send them flying, literally!! Haha.. Its the main reason why i LOVE this game!! The other reason is the sound the lightsaber makes when you use it!! I like that sound!! "wau wau" Haha.. Fiz and Asyraf know how it sounds.. xD

Haha my hands are tired of typing so lets let the pictures do the talking!!

Haha thats all for this week, folks!! I'm too lazy to elaborate about the game. You can find out more by goint to youtube or whatever.. But I suggest youu play the game since it was so much fun!! Haha.. Goodbye, people!!

P.S. Asyraff, are youu taking over Ain's job of pestering me to update?? Haha jk..

Ronin Kun Sasaki

15 December

CHORUS

So am I still waiting for this world to stop hating
can't find a good reason
can't find hope to believe in

Drop dead a bullet to my head
your words are like a gun in hand
you can't change the state of the nation
we just need some motivation
these eyes have seen not conviction
just lies and more contradiction
so tell me me what would you say
I'd say its time too late

CHORUS

Ignorance and understanding
we're the first ones to jump in line
out of step for what we believe in but who's left to stop the bleeding?
how far will we take this,
it's not hard to see through the fakeness
so tell me what would you say?
I'd say it's time too late

CHORUS

this can't last forever time won't make things better
I feel so alone
can't help myself
noone knows if this is worthless tell me
what have we done
with a war that can't be won
this can't be real cause
I don't know what to feel

CHORUS X2

10 December 2008

Okay its time to update AGAIN!! Its a bit early but who cares?? xD These days life has been really sucky and pretty mundane.. Now I'm just spending time playing star wars on my ps2 or just using the comp.. Yawnn... Okayy all that aside, its time to start today's post!! So today I'm going to post about my dad's birthday!!

I dont know where we went but who cares??!! There's food!! Okayy, that's me in the middle looking bored coz of the slow service.. xD
On my right is my eldest bro.. The fashion 'QUEEN'!! Haha... On my left is my sister's BF!! My future brother-in-law?? I think so!! He's a cool person.. And a good soccer player!!

Okayy thats my bro.. My so-called partner-in-crime!! xD
We are pretty much alike only that he's WAYY better than me when it comes to soccer!! xD
My team always lose to his team everytime we play against each other.. When he shoots the ball, BEWARE!! I mean it!!
To those who cant stand my night-mode, then you aint seen nothing yet!! He's way worse than I am!! So imagine what happens when we're together!! xD You'll have to cover your ears!! xD

Okayyy.. At the back you can see the proud man, himself, who turned 53 on 12november!! Thats right!! Thats my dad!! Fierce, huh.. xD
He may look fierce but he's pretty cool.. An older version of my bro.. xD

Hehe thats me!! Smiling the innocent way.. xD Haha
To tell you the truth, a teacher of mine said she found it hard to scold me when i give her the innocent smile!! xD Funny, huh.. My secret weapon when I'm in trouble with teachers. xD

And here's the birthday cake!! Looks delicious doesnt it?? Believe me, it was AWESOME!! Fine I admit it was a small cake but its the thought that counts, rightt?? =)
So yeah.. Who gives a damn about its size?? xD


Okayy.. Here we have the whole family including the future family member!! xD Okayy the front row is filled by my mom, my eldest bro and ME!!
Back row is filled by My Dad, my sis, My PIC and my future brother-in-law!! Hehe the happy family, huh?? =)

Hehe thats it for today, folks.. Stay tuned for the next update.. If you're PATIENT enough!! xD


P.S. Ainn.. See?? I told you I'd update automatically, rightt?? =)
So there's no need to pester me anymore about updating.. xD

Ronin-Kun Sasaki

10 December 2008

Tsunami Bomb - Lemonade

Looking at you now, remember how you gave me shit,
And I made lemonade out of it,
Pass me the sugar and things still won't be right!
Look what you've built, now are you proud of your deceitful quilt?
Well I won't cover myself in it, the warmth has just been choking me!

(CHORUS)
Thanks! Thanks for nothing!
I've taken all you got and started walking,
Not broken, still standing,
Been ripped apart, but now I'm demanding,
No more shit, this is it..
I am leaving for myself and no one else,
So long, been swell, see you in hell!

What would you say? Can't hear
You buried in the lies that you've laid.
I'm breaking myself away from that chain, to bad you don't understand why!
I'm walking away, and if you're lucky then someday I may..
Possibly forgive you for all of it..But not today,
BUT NOT TODAY!

(CHORUS)
Thanks! Thanks for nothing!
I've taken all you got and started walking,
Not broken, still standing,
Been ripped apart, but now I'm demanding,
No more shit, this is it..
I am leaving for myself and no one else,
So long, been swell, see you in hell!

(GUITAR SOLO)

(CHORUS)
Thanks! Thanks for nothing!
I've taken all you got and started walking,
Not broken, still standing,
Been ripped apart, but now I'm demanding,
No more shit, this is it..
I am leaving for myself and no one else,So long, been swell, see you in hell!

I Am Ghost - So I Guess This Is Goodbye

So I drew a goodnight kiss,
I said it was all for you
Held your face in time
But the miracles came crashing down

But it was too late; the killers came
With knives and dressed all in blue
As they suck me in
I take your hand, well, isn't this romantic?

He's learned a lot from watching you and I (lovely)
Just wish these dreams would follow through

Don't ever be afraid, 'cause I'm never letting go
Of your face since I knew there would be...
Blood spilling from your cut,
The ropes enwrapped you in love
Memories feed this disease
And I hate it

But it was too late, the killers home
And knows you well I assume
As my luck grows thin I take your hand
Well, isn't this romantic?

He's learned a lot from watching you and I (lovely)
Just wish I already knew

Don't ever be afraid, 'cause I'm never letting go
Of your face since I knew there would be blood.
Take these words I say, "Will you marry me?" to your grave
I knew you were the one.
This blood is love
You, me, I do, let's float away and die
You, me, I do, let's float away and die

He's learned a lot from watching you and I (lovely)
Tell the preacher to give our last goodbye

Don't ever be afraid, 'cause I'm never letting go
Of your face since I knew there would be blood.
Take these words I say, "Will you marry me?" to your grave
I knew you were the one,
The one, the one!
I knew there would be blood

Ronin-Kun Sasaki

5december 2008

5 December 2008

Okayy... I said I'll update on a weekly basis and its been a week so here we go!!
This week It'll about about Gundam!! As you can see above, that is the latest Gundam series which is into its second season!! Gundam 00!! Its one seriously cool anime and one of the best Gundam series ever!! You should watch it!! I mean it!!

Haha Gundam 00 may be cool and all but its not my favourite Gundam series of all time.. My Favourite has got to be..

Gundam SEED Destiny!!

(From left: Lunamaria Hawke, Athrun Zala, Shinn Asuka, Rey Za Burell)

Gundam SEED Destiny IS My FAVOURITE GUNDAM series!! The mobile suits look so much cooler compared to the ones in Gundam 00.. Not to mention the characters such as Athrun, Kira and Shinn Who look much cooler compared to Gundam 00's main character Setsuna F Seiei!!

This is my favourite scene in the anime!! And also my favourite battle!! Destiny gundam VS Freedom gundam. It was one heck of a fight!! If you want, you can catch it on youtube!! 5 stars for this battle!!



This is my favourite character in Gundam Seed Destiny, Auel Neider!! He's so cool and strong too but he's the bad guy though.. Sigh.. He was killed by Shinn in battle.. So sad..



And this is my favourite Gundam!! The Justice gundam, piloted by Athrun Zala.. I dont know why but I find it cooler than the Freedom Gundam.. Maybe its the colour?? Yeah I think so..





And here are the two main characters of Gundam Seed Destiny.. Shinn on the left and Kira Yamato on the right!! They look cool, huh... So if you are bored with nothing to do, go and watch Gundam Seed Destiny and Gundam 00!!

So thats all I have for this week.. Okayy maybe not all coz I feel like changing my blog's song.. Haha we'll see how it goes and if I'm in the mood for it.. Haha Sayonara!!

p.s. Ainn, stop pestering me about updating my blog, cann?? Haha I promise I'll update automatically every week, kayy?? So stop bugging me about updating my blog!! xD

Ronin-Kun Sasaki

5December 2008

Senses Fail - Bite To Break Skin

So let me take this medicine
To quench my love for violent things
My swan song will
Be like a bullet laced in anger
As the razor cuts the soft spot on your heel

Each breath
Is getting slower
This war
Is getting harder
To fight by myself

Sick waves
Of bitter fashion
Rip down
This shield that I have
Tears rain from above

Do you see
The life I lead?

So follow me into the sun
And I will bleed
The poisons dry

These bayonet scars
Never cease
To blind the light shead from the beast
And all we do is hate

Eyes shut
From constant visions
Angels
Are rendered useless
Good has lost it's heart

Do you see
The life I lead?

So follow me into the sun
And I will bleed
The posions dry

For you
For you
(For you)
(For you)
(For you)

Bite to break skin
Don't give the secret
My stoic face
Bleeding with passion
The Phoenix will die
Inside the firestorm
I am the son
Follow my footsteps.

Bite to break skin
Don't give the secret
My stoic face
Bleeding with passion
The Phoenix will die
Inside the firestorm
I am the son
Follow my footsteps.

2 More Weeks!!

2 More weeks to what, you may wonder.. Here's A hint..

Still cant guess?? Well, here's another hint!! I think some may know what it is by now..

Give up?? Fine.. I think this picture can tell you 2 more weeks till what!!

That's Right!! Only 2 more weeks till the official release of Persona 4!! I'm looking forward to it after enjoying persona 3 FES.. The graphics for persona 3 was awesome!! But some say that persona 4 has better graphics and better anime cut-scenes.. I dont either.. But I do know that the soundtracks are as awesome as ever since Shoji Meguro is the composer!!




Unlike other RPG, Persona 3/4 not only lets you fight weird monsters, it also lets you lead the life of a regular student!! I dont know about persona 4 but in persona 3, you have to take tests!! And you have to answer some of the questions yourself so pay attention during some lessons!! I hope its the same for persona 4!! That will be so cool, mann..




Ahh... One of the battle scenes.. Although this game has a turn-based battle style, it still is fun to play because of the beautiful graphics and awesome persona!! Almost all of the persona look awesome!! Especially Thanatos from persona 3!! And he's one of the strongest too!! But I prefer the main character from persona 3.. He looks way cooler than the protagonist in persona 4.. Thats the only letdown so far...

Anyway, I cant wait for the game to be released, mann... Since its released on 9 December, I might get it by 12 December I think.... So sorry Haffiz, Asyraf and Ain.. i wont be free everytime by then coz I'll be busy playing persona 4 xD

Oh and by the way, I'll be updating my blog once a week so stop pestering me about updating my blog, kayy..

BYE BYE

Ronin-Kun Sasaki

28 November 2008

Friday

I Am Ghost - Lovers Requiem

This book of love is a final gift, dramatic in its virtue
It's a beating heart I made for you
Ten razors buried bones
And a kiss that tastes like violence
Blue sand shadows look from above, yeah
We're not alone
The dead will rise again
Show me why we won't let go and why we still must pray
This is our lovers' requiem
As wings unfold, just breathe for me...

(just breathe, just breathe, just breathe for me)

In freaks below, a savage plot of golden dust
And chariots of liars, a course of waitingfor existence
Sin's bleeding cast has struck a nerve
Sin's bleeding hand has filled the lakes
For you and me a war has just begun
A sharpened sword, ice and cutsAnd laughing dolls, tonight they live again
Show me why we won't let go and why we still must pray
This is our lovers' requiem
As wings unfold, just breathe for me...
Oh heaven's gate will cast a shadow
Truth, forgiveness still and cold a secret little gardenshe builtSold for beauty in disguise, sweet hideaway from never,from the never, never
Now... the devil has stolen the key
It tastes like skin and bone, fire
Show me why we won't let go and why we still must pray
This is our lovers' requiem
As wings unfold, just breathe for me...

(just breathe, just breathe, just breathe for me)

Show me why we won't let go and why we still must pray
This is our lovers' requiem
As wings unfold, just breathe for me...

(just breathe, just breathe, just breathe for me)

14 November 2008

Sigh... So bored.. There's a performance today but i'm lazy to go... What to do what to do.... Yawn.. Maybe I'll just sleep at home..

Just Surrender - Forgotten Not Forgiven

I'm watching your eyes move slowly
Up and down my silhouette,
And I wonder if you get it yet.
This is the last time I crawl away on these broken knees,
And don't you wish it all would be okay?

“Promise me you'll forget me,”
You said as you walked away.
“Don't hold on… please… let go of me…”
You make it so hard to leave.

And I can't breathe without you here
For fear I'll catch your scent.
And we both know how bad I get.
I don't do well or dwell in change.
And don't you know that
Three small words could make this all okay?

“Promise me you'll forget me,”
You said as you walked away.
“Don't hold on… please… let go of me…”
You make it so hard to leave.

You promise me
You'll never forget me.
You promise me
You'll never forget…

“Promise me you'll forget me,”
You said as you walked away.
“Don't hold on… please… let go of me…”
You make it so hard to leave.

“You promise (YOU) me (PRO) you'll (MISE) forget (ME) me,”
You said as you walked away.
“You promise (YOU'LL) me (FOR) you’ll (GET) forget (ME) me.”

9th November Sunday

Well... I guess today wasnt such a bad day... I spent time playing Fifa 09 with my bro before hanging out with my friends.. Hmm... I wonder what I should do tomorrow..

Random Shiitttzzz!!

Just showing pics of my fav ps2 game so far... Its called 'Persona 3'... Haha VERY RANDOM I know... Juz bored and nothing to do..

First Post!!

Yay!! My first post!! Lol... Here I will introduce myself.. The name's Syahiruddin.. Or you can call me by nick 'Ronin-Kun'.... Born 1st July 1993 and currently studying in Dunearn Secondary... Hehe I'm new at this so dont expect too much kayy..

By the way, my FAVOURITE band is Just Surrender as you can see the band pic!! They ROCK, man!! Haha I forgot to mention that I'm an anime freak and a game freak.. So if you need me to recommend any good anime, dont be shy to ask, kayy?? I guess thats it for now, people!! See yas..